I had a terrifying dream last night. I was in a hospital don in nurse’s uniform by a patient’s bed. Someone was yelling at me. There is a suction tube in my hand. The guy on the bed was gagging on his own vomit. My mind went blank and I just stood there. It was frightening not knowing what to do. The scream gets louder.

Suddenly I woke up. It was 3am in the morning. Guilt stricken feeling creeps in. Don’t ask me why. I end up starting at the ceiling till the sun comes up.

Is it a sign? Haiz..

Exam is coming and I’m freaking out.

Hei you people who promise to give me pass year papers, where the hell are you!!??

Next week will be my Practical Science.

After so many test tube that I broke, I hope I’m ready.

I can’t focus well… I forget how to get back the momentum of studying. Damn SCV!!

Aaarrgghh…….

I had a "surprise" visit during lunch.

Long lost friend decided to be found just because I sms him in the morning.

My sms: 

"just wanna say hi n let u noe i'm still alive. hope u r recovering well n family r in good health, take care"

He claims it was a commitment issue. I think it's more of a guilt trip.

Guilt or no guilt he made my day.

I'm a happy camper.

I had my oral yesterday.

(If you’re thinking of anything kinky in relation you are sorely misled)

I was the second to go. The anticipation of waiting will definitely lead to frequent loo visit. Thank God I only need to go once.

Do you ever have flashback about your previous conversation? Things that you have said that sounds lame. That you thought you could have nailed it if you have said something else? I did. My speed escalates when I’m nervous. I’ve forgotten all about my “commas” and “full stop”. All the things that I planned to say somehow did not come out right.

The bottom-line is, it’s over.

One down eight more to go.

My stupid toilet pipe burst!

I don’t know how to stop the water from main meter outside. Half hour of looking at “money” flowing out from my broken pipe. Plumber came at 9am. Can’t wait for my water bill this month.

All done. No more leaking. Plumber left at 9.30 but not before a warning of future leakage.

I’ve lost a friend last night.

She was loved and respected and will be dearly missed.

You have changed my life and for that I’ll thank you.

Things will never be the same without you.

Goodbye Jane Lee.

I've typed a very long update but all was lost due to computer auto reboot after an unscheduled update which I was unaware off.

So here's a quickie.

I'm retaking my "O level". Night classes on every Tues, Thurs & Sun.

The above was done solely to carry out an unfulfilled inclination.

I'm very dry financially. So if you want to ask me out, I guess you have to be willing to pay for me or else forget about asking cos I will decline you. (Advance warning)

Viz, I dreamt about you last night. One of those camping moments & we had fun torturing cadets & having our own "concert". I miss those days and you too!

Ez, where the fuck are you?! Ok fine! You're hibernating again. I shall not give up!!

Ah-boy, for whatever "suay" thing that you've been through, just bear in mind there are people who been through worst shit.

OK that's about it.

It's been ages since I've been here.

Belated wishes, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai & soon Happy Valentines' Day!

I've grown tired of blogging. Too much things to say, so little time.

But then since I'm here now, might as well.

I've upgraded my hand phone finally. My old N6610 has been true to me until recently. Sending smses takes longer and more painstaking. The fault lies with the keypads. I know I could simply have them replace for a mere 50buck but hey, I have no contract & with what little cash I've left, it's just too tempting.

It was actually a battle between N6111 & N6230i. The features I don't like about N6111 are the keypad, too small & the fact that my boss has the exact phone kind of turn me off. Besides, a lot of my friends have been saying that N6230i are more stable.

Features are great, need a lot of getting use to & I like Nokia cos they are very user friendly. I finally have a phone with camera & all that extra I-bet-I-rarely-used-em jazz. I'm a happy trooper!

Well people, while you are all gorging through your reunion dinner, I'll be at home "playing" with my new hp.

Oh ya, I got myself a new Adidas "Taekwando" shoe at a 50% off too!!!

Have a "Blessed" Chinese New Year!!!  

I spent my Saturday with my one and only sis. No kids. No husband. Just the 2 of us. It all started with me helping her with free textbook collection at YCK CC. It was a tiresome, uneventful 2-hour of queuing. After which we proceed to the nearby market to share a plate of nasi lemak.

We headed to Balestier for other errands and hence stop over at KFC Shaw Building for lunch. We were like 2 kids being left without adults for the 1^st time. After hours of gossiping and catching up I suggested we go catch a movie. We watched "The Descent" Even if the movie suck, which it didn't, thank God, I have enjoyed the company tremendously. You have to understand that it's been ages since I have any quality time alone with my sis so this is like "happy days" for me.

I'm glad that I agreed to go ahead and help her that day. I hope she had a good time too. I adore her and feel very blessed that I still have her around.

It’s Friday! Another weekend. I’m kind of looking forward to this weekend cos I really need a break from all the festivity.

Last week was a very busy week for me. It marks the ending of fasting month and the starting of Hari Raya. I was on leave since the 28^th of last month and was only back to the office on the 7^th. I took those annual leave for the sole reason of baking, cleaning and preparing food prior to Hari Raya, which falls on the 3^rd. And I’m glad that I took them cos with limited manpower I kind of need the extra days to stretch all the stuff that need to be done.

3^rd Nov

Hari Raya was yet another “accomplished” gathering if I would say so myself. Very moderate in terms of food as well as turn out. Overall it was fun catching up with people whom I get to see only once a year. Thanks for coming and I hope you enjoyed the food as well as the company as much as I did! I also want to say thanks to all those that came earlier that day to help me with the preparation. And also to those that stayed late to help me with the clean up. (There will be no names mentioned due to health reason, but I guess you know who you are)

4^th Nov

Was up at 10am, which if you asked me is pretty early for a non working day. Got ready for house visitation. Next stop, my sibling’s house. I still don’t get it. All these house visiting and dressing up to meet people that you met all the time. But hey, since I’m the youngest, I guess I have to just follow along. It all ended by 6pm and off I go to meet 3 friends for a birthday celebration. It was just suppose to be a movie and dinner but it kind of get carried away and so we ended at the KTV till 4am.

5^th Nov

I slept till 12pm. I can feel my whole body aching. Wanted to chill at home but got bored immediately so I decided to join Steph n Angela for “Sky High”. A kiddy show but very entertaining nevertheless. Quick dinner soon after and I was home by 9pm.

6^th Nov

I was up at 7am and headed to JB. This will be the 1^st year after such a long time that I’m going to visit my relatives, cousins, step brother & foster brother in JB. I haven’t seen them for nearly 10 years. They all have children of their own and boy have they grown! All are 18 and above and I also realized that I have more nephew than nieces. They are all a bunch of shy and handsome young men and I had a “fun” day teasing one after another. (a bit chee-ko-pek hor..hehhehehe)

That was last week. This week I went to a “long lost friend’s” house on Wednesday. It’s one of those “I invited myself over” kind of visit but we enjoyed ourselves didn’t we? And I must say I kind of glad I spoke to his mother cos only then would I be able to get him. Hehehhe….

That’s about wraps up my visiting days. I just want to enjoy my TV this weekend.